January 2010
1 post
How am I a threat?
On more occasions than once has this happened, more than once being twice, but regardless. I’ll just also point out the fact that I have few friends, but those who are friends are close ones. So when I’m asked not to talk/see them again, it bothers me some what. I find the idea of aski-.. scratch that, telling your other half that there is someone they’re not allowed to speak to...
October 2009
1 post
Awesome..
.. I feel so wanted.
August 2009
1 post
True story.
I walked up to this counter today right, going to buy some batteries for my MP3, so I walk up and the person behind the counter is this blonde girl, probably 17/19, pretty hot basically.. she’s smiling at me as I walk up to the counter, and seems genuinly smilier than she would need to be.. at the time I wasn’t actually wearing any shoes, so she askes in a friendly way “Whats...
July 2009
1 post
Sttuuufffs
Well, I haven’t updated my blog in around 3 months, ish, I think. Anyway, so in that time, I’ll try remember what I’ve done..
Attendance at college dropped loootts, I didn’t go in for like 3 weeks.. however, I officially finished college a couple weeks ago and I actually finished all my work and handed it in a couple days ago. So college is over for now for me. ^_^
I...
April 2009
2 posts
Are your parents proud of you?
The question crossed my mind the other day.. How did your parents wish you’d grown up?
Did your dad want you to be on the football team or did he want you skate?.. your mum, did she want you to play a musical instrument or play sports?
I mean of course our parents, or I’d hope, are proud and happy of us all with whatever we choose to do. But if you think what they thought when we...
Copyrightⓒ
Copyright is the thing that protects us from others stealing our ideas, and etc etc. I’m sure we all get what it does to a basic understanding.
The way I see it, is that a product or idea can have a Copyright so that it is protected from others of stealing it, using it for their own profit, and exploiting it as their own.
Now, for my college project at the moment our task it to create a...
March 2009
2 posts
Guitar hero WIN!
Wooop. There was a competition in town at HMV for the highest score on GH3. Winner got £20 HMV, and I got the two highest scores after a day of people trying for the best score. :D
It just shows those who said what a waste of time it was me playing it. And also, those who I think I play it all the time I actually rarely ever play it. Only times I DO play it are when others are round and want to...
Wales
Weekend just gone I went to wales for a practise practise of my DOE walk. We only did one day of walking, which was roughly 15km long, but it was over roughly 5 mountains, one of which was the heighest mountain in the southern UK.
The weather was surprisingly decent for wales, except for the wild camp we did friday night, which I got wet in the tent because I didn’t have a mat :(, so I...
February 2009
1 post
2009 - Happenings and My plan for a new me.
Hello few people of which read my blog :D
Haven’t updated in over a month and such, it’s around 6 in the morning, my eyes refuse to let me sleep and so I’m stuck with an urge to do something active. Writing this blog entry is far from active, but its something to get me started on whether or not I should bother not sleeping or not.
Last night; or more this morning, I...
December 2008
4 posts
Shit.
I haven’t updated my blog in aagggees, because my laptop was sent away and so I haven’t had alot of time on computers since.
Christmas was awesome, I got loads of really cool things and it was nice to spend time with just my family.
Recent shit happenings.
Today was the shittest day I’ve had in a fair while. A combination of finding out my best friend did stuff with my ex a...
New blog/background
New blog for my 3D models and Animations; www.frazhworks.tumblr.com
New background that I made, and new font colour and everything to match that I edited the coding for :3.. I also made the background for my 3D blog.
Messed up
Should I be concerned that whenever anything bad happens, I always think suicide is an option? :\
Stress
I found out what stress was again recently due to college work. I’m not gonna write a huge entry because to be honest, I simply can’t be bothered.
It’s 3am, I’ve just finished cutting and sticking 30 A3 pages worth of work and I’m still unhappy… at least I don’t have to worry about getting into trouble at college for not doing the work.
Adios.
November 2008
13 posts
Eatting patterns
:(.. my eating pattern is so screwed up >_<.. *ignores blog entry about the amount of food I eat when my mum goes food shopping*
My normal eating pattern/routine.
Breakfast - 9:30
Lunch - N/A
Tea - 8:00 or N/A
Post-poned Lunch - 10 minutes before I go to bed
Not only do I end up eating more than I would normally in the day, but I eat the majority of it 10 minutes before I go to bed,...
Bus walker
I started college a few months ago, I get the train from Horsham to Three bridges and then Three bridges to Brighton. The travelling there is perfectly fine, no one weird looking. (much)
However, on the ride back from Brighton to Three bridges, at the same time every single day, is a weird (Russian) looking skinny man, who walks up and down the train, looking at everyone who he walks past and...
The day the shopping gets done.
Mmmmm, I love it when my mum goes food shopping. I get the satisfaction of coming home to finding £300’s worth of food stocked up in our fridge and ready to eat. It feels good to know that I can now go downstairs, grab a tin of hot dogs, some yellow mustard, perhaps a salami if I want, a few hot dog rolls, a muller corner, a few pints of milk, some sausage rolls.. and still be able to go...
1 tag
Fitness update!
I’m just updating on my fitness thing I posted about a week or two ago.
My main form of the exersize is crunches before I go to bed, I do them untill it starts to hurt so much I need to lie still, which is awesome cause it shows its doing something :P.. I can already see some results, and I’ve got some new types of crunches and such that will work different areas.. so YAY for me...
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The past week has been sooo up and down. Mainly today though. Its like, something good happens, then something bad, then something good, then the good thing goes bad, then another good thing, which at the same time something goes bad, etc.
+I just wasted today doing fuck all because I’m lazy.
Must. become. active.
Cheese; Sliced, Medium grated, Small grated.
Cheese; Sliced, Medium grated, Small grated?
While making some scrumptious cheese toasties, I came across a great discovery.
Just by using one type of cheese, in my case I used cheddar cheese, you can get several different flavours of cheese from it. OBVIOUSLY they aren’t huge differences in flavour, but there is enough of a difference to be able to tell the difference. So enjoy the...
Tidy room.
:O
I tidied my room, and for those who recently saw my room, you’ll know that its quite an archievement. Though I actually doubt that my room will stay tidy all that long.. it only normally lasts about 2 weeks at the most people the floor starts to dissapear beneath layers of cloths.
But I’ll try.
Background
Tim was kind enough to make me a awesome background and title, etc.. all is Tim’s work.
Thaankks Tim!
Awesome days!
The past few days have been pretty fucking awesome. I’m really happy recently :3.. even the shit weather today didn’t stop it from being awesome.
also, note to self:- stop saying awesome so much, idiot.
:D
New theme/layout
Thanks to Tim/elmo, I’ve got this sexy looking theme. A title and such should be coming soon I think, also courtesy of Tim.
so maybe awesome points go to him for helping me out.
Story
I started writing a story a few days ago, and I kinda liked it. I need to change some stuff around so its not so predictable, but I’m happy with how it is at the moment. I’ll be adding to it and editing for a while hopefully, but for now I’m gonna give you a section of what I’ve written so far.
“He said it would be behind the warehouse, underneath the plywood” Tim said as...
:s
Rawr, something really great happened the other day, or at least it was for me. I’m confused at the moment though as to whether there was a point to it or not.. cause I’ve wanted to do it for ages, and I was so happy afterwards, I still am, but I’m just not sure if its just me who feels that way or not >_<
(don’t ask what I’m talking about, cause I won’t...
October 2008
5 posts
Fitness
I’ve been growing more and more concerned about my fitness :(.. I’m not as slim as I was before, and although I’ve got actually decent muscle, I need to get rid of fat and skin that I don’t need.. that I never got rid of from before when I was fat.. :).
SO.. starting from the 1st of whatever month it is next, I’m gonna be going on regular runs, and doing crunches and...
Responsibilty.
Is it just me, or does the idea of starting something that you have a responsibility to complete make the task a lot less appealing that it seemed before you realised you had to do it?..
This applies for a fair few things, ranging from relationships to saying you’ll change a take out the bins.
I’ve decided to take life on, as it comes. Not make any commitments because they just drag...
New items of clothing.
My mum bought me a new hoodie, and a new black shirt yesterday. I don’t often get new cloths.. but I noticed that whenever I get new items of clothing I always feel happier.. I feel better about myself when I’m walking somewhere or whatever.
I’m not sure what it is about it though, just wearing something different makes me feel “refreshed”. I just need to get money...
Money
My parents have suddenly stopped any giving of money to me. I used to get £25 pocket money, it stopped when I got a paper round, and then when I quit I started getting it again.. but recently they’ve been not giving it to me on certain months, and now they’ve stopped giving me it full stop. They won’t even give me money for the fucking bus. They’re telling me to get a job,...
"Fraser Hewitt... you've broken my heart so many...
:’(
But I think I’ve come to the conclusion to stay away from girls and relationships :P.. nothing really else to say, I just wanted to get that title out cause its been going around my head abit.. :(
September 2008
8 posts
Stabbed in the back.
Lol, I just felt like giving it a serious title so you thought it was another serious blog. But no, this is a break from my thoughts.
My back fucking hurts.
Yeah thats all really, my backs messed up for some random reason. Jees, back problems at the age of 16.
I'm a recipe.
I’m average.
As I see it, my life is average. I have nothing special that makes me more than average.
I was just thinking to myself, and the fact being is that I dont feel as if I have anything special that I can do, some people have amazing skills that they can get credit for and show off, people can draw amazingly, speak countless languages, naturally musical in alot of instruments,...
Would you change something?
If you could go back, would you change something that you did?
Whenever someone asked me this question, I’ve always found something, whether it be “I wouldn’t have cheated” or “I would have revised”, “I would have collected my confidence and asked her”.. but now someone just asked my that same question.
Now, I wouldn’t go back. I...
Arrogant assholes.
*Deleted a huge fucking section of writing here. lol*
I don’t understand why people who are so up-themselves think that they are better than everyone else in every sense. I mean if they’re really good at something, then by all means show it off and get credit for it. But just because they’re good at one thing doesn’t mean that they’re perfect. I think I need to try...
Smokings for the Cool Kids?
I’ve just spent the past 7 hours babysitting three 12 year olds, who think smoking is cool.
I arrived to the house, and we went across to the park to walk the dog. And the main kid asks me if I smoke. I reply with “Nope”.. and he was like “I do.. nar I’m kiddin’.. but I do every now and then.. I’ve never had a full fag though, just a coupl’...
:D Up .... or .... Down? D:
Today has been a rather.. up-down kinda day.
Ups :D
- Started off with college, I finished my work, and started on annotating my work so I’m now ahead of most of the class. :)
- Hung out with my girlfriend after college, a much needed chill out, really like just being with her n’ stuff. :3
- My wireless started to work again, both on my Xbox and on my Laptop, though my laptop was...
Yay.
I’ve finished messing with my blog now.. for now.
Any ideas for improvement, let me know. But for now I’m gonna talk about recent events that have happened to make my first blog entry a half decent one.
-Finished GCSE’s and got 6 C’s, 1 B and 3 D’s.
-Started college on the “Games Development” course. Traveling to Brighton everyday, which is...
The start.
Today I created my blog. :3 I’m not really going to go on about what I did today because nothing really exciting happened. I’m just gonna go messing around with some stuff and check out what this site can do.. or whatever.
;D