2009 - Happenings and My plan for a new me.

Hello few people of which read my blog :D

Haven’t updated in over a month and such, it’s around 6 in the morning, my eyes refuse to let me sleep and so I’m stuck with an urge to do something active. Writing this blog entry is far from active, but its something to get me started on whether or not I should bother not sleeping or not.

Last night; or more this morning, I didn’t sleep at all, got home at around 10, and then slept until 7 in the afternoon, so I’ve been awake for less than 12 hours, making it impossible for me to sleep.

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It relation to my previous blog entry(s?) about my fitness, I haven’t done anything about it. Which is only my fault of course, because its me who wants to change and its only me who can actually do it, but I just really can’t get into doing it. If I’m still wide awake after this blog entry I’m going to go for a run and do some martial arts practise or something in a field (It sounds both healthy and awesomely cool at the same time.) All I’ve done is as many crunches as I can before it feels like my stomach will rip, every other night at the most. I can slightly see a change, but its not enough to what I want, so I’m gonna keep at it. I’ve also been playing drums a lot more recently, I found a few Foo Fighters songs that really get my arms straining when I play them with more fills and high-hats than they’re meant to, but its a pretty decent work out.

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I’ve probably mentioned at some point in a blog post that I’m useless with girls and that I always mess things up with them. It probably still is pretty much true with most girls really, but there is one girl that I really like, the only trouble is I like her more than she likes me. I blew my chance like a year ago when she really liked me and I was stupid enough to let the chance go. But I’m really trying to prove to her that it’d be worth being with me, and whether it’s a pointless task or not, I don’t mind, because I’m just really happy whenever I’m with/talking to her anyway.

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College for me started off really well. There are some really awesome people there, the subject is, as always, really interesting to me, and the teacher is really understanding of whatever concerns you may have regarding project deadlines, absences and etc. HOWEVER, I’ve fallen into my usual routine of leaving stuff till the last minute and I keep on falling behind with due dates and I’m starting to struggle with the subjects at hand.

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Social problems? I think that I need to some how accept that fact that I need to socialise more or something. I dunno what it is with me but I just prefer being alone to going out and hanging out with people. I used to use the excuse that people would probably just being getting drunk, smoking and doing drugs, which is why I didn’t want to go. But I don’t think that was actually the case, because a year or two later I’m still avoiding things and turning down opportunities just so I can stay home and do nothing. I don’t even understand what I do all day, the time just seems to go by and nothing is ever archived. I dunno if its some how a serious problem or not, I don’t really see how it could be, but its sorta worrying.

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Random points:

-I bought a bottle of Irn Bru the other day and its now my favorite drink, :P.

-I’ve been watching a few movies recently and some really good movies I’d suggest anyone to watch are Accepted, Thick as Thieves and Burn after reading. All really awesome films in their own genres.

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If I won a lone hundred million pounds. For a few months I’ve always been thinking, what would I do if I won 100,000,000 pounds?.. these are the things that cross my mind.

Give money to;

£100,000(each) to each close relative of mine, which would equal a total of 2.2 million.

£100,000(each) to the following friends; Andrew, Tim, Caitlin, Sam, Jason, Shaun, Alex, Amy and Hannah, totalling £900,000. I would then also buy those people one thing of their choice. (within a limit, but the limit would be pretty damn high anyway lol)

£500,000(each) to my brother, sister, mum and dad. Totalling £2,000,000.

After that, I’d have roughly 95 million left. I would then buy the following;

- Eleanor; google image it, you’ll see what an awesome car it is.

- I’d buy a house in Southwater somewhere.

- I’d buy (if they’re still selling) my grand parents villa off them, so that both I can call it my own, and so that they can then move back to the UK if they want to, or continue living there without the worry of costs.

- Completely awesome out my house with really cool looking stuff and etc XD

- Looaads of new cloths and such.

- A motor bike or two.

after doing that, I’d take my family and a few of my friends on a holiday to somewhere amazing.

and I think that’s it.. ;P

I mean of course that will probably (but hopefully? :3) never happen, but it helps me sleep at night XD..

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This blog post went from being quite serious to pointless and random. >_<.. oops.

If you actually read all of this, I congratulate you. This was more of a personal release of thoughts and that, but I figured that I may as well post it into an update on my blog. And there you go.

I’m feeling kinda hungry and slightly tired now, so I may try go to sleep, though I doubt it’ll work. It’s probably just the screen making me tired.

Good night/morning!